so fake. what's real?

2010-11-08T19:06:00.001+08:00

SOMETHING IS BREWING!

WHAT IS IT?

STAY TUNE.

2010-08-08T23:08:00.009+08:00

The one on the right who smile like no tomorrow is ME!
It's not my birthday but yet I am happier than the birthday boy.
I love celebrating birthday when I was young and I will get really sad if I don't have a cake or when nobody is celebrating for me.
But as I grow up, birthday is no longer important and I am not yearning for anything.
This year I am 20! I reached the digit 2! Damn it.
I can't imagine someday when I reach the digit 3. Scary right?
Can I still say I am 16 years old?
Alright! Happy birthday to me. Big boy le!

My birthday fall on my field camp when I was torturing for the whole day at the outfield.
Memorable right?
Early in the morning was raining and freaking flooded my tent!
I sat on my bag and idly looking at the rain water flowing down the slope.
I like it actually. You see, how often will I have such a chance to experience this?
Unless someday the rain flood my house.

Hooray! I had pull through the toughest part of the BMT!
It will not be possible without the helps from those kind souls and I am really thankful to them.
Special thanks to Jerome and Jeremy! You guys are always here for me.
What is next will be IPPT, meaning 2 weeks of physical training.
Although it is not a must to pass but if I fail, there will be remedial training on Saturday morning. Hey! I want to go home on Friday can?
NO LATE BOOK OUT.
Pray pray! Must pass pass! :)

I am looking forward to the block leave after my POC.
Just 2 more weeks and I will get to enjoy the break!
9 weeks of jail is enough.
Hopefully, I will get into a ideal unit after my post out.

Look like there are many nice movies this month.
But then, I have no time for any of it.
PHUA CHU KANG on the big screen! WOW...

Now, it is time to sleep.
Tomorrow I am having Mcdonald's for breakfast!
I think I will make the same order - Hotcakes.

Happy birthday to Singapore! :)

2010-07-16T10:31:00.011+08:00

HELLO WORLD! I AM BACK FROM THE ARMY!

Confinement for more than 2 weeks and now finally get to enjoy few days of civilian life.
Trust me that home is the best place on earth! Tekong? Keep a distance from it.

So far, life in there was neither good nor bad, just somewhere in the middle.
I managed to adapt to the environment by accepting it from the very first day.
Perhaps, like what everyone are saying, it's all in the mind. Very true indeed!

The 3 'FREE' meals per day never failed to brighten up my day. Foods are quite up to standard but a big waste since physical trainings will burn all the calories away like immediately?

I have a bunch of very cool bunkmates! We are the best section of the whole platoon I must say.
Monk, is my new nickname given by our 'lao jiao'(old bird) after I made my self- introduction, and I like it.

Nasty commandos will always out of nowhere makes us frown.
The only reaction we can give is to smile, a very fake smile.
Facing with unreasonable or unjust act, recruits like us even voicing out will change nothing.
This is how pathetic recruits can be. We have no value and we weight less than a feather.

The tougher part of the BMT is coming soon!
I know I can make it through with all the blessing I have.
I pray every night before sleep that tomorrow will be a better day and that, I must 活着出来。

I just received a casting call to go for an audition and guess what? It's for McDonald's TV Commercial!
How I wish I can go for the audition but sadly, serving NS leh! CANNOT GO LO.
This is the same casting company that I went to several months ago. That time was for Pizza Hut TV Commercial.
I didn't get the project but still, I was very satisfy with my performance.
Damn fun! I wore a spectacle and act like a geek!
In the end the project was a success as I felt that talent really look like a geek la! No need act also can!

2010-06-25T23:48:00.006+08:00

Finally, the four of us met up!
It is a simple gathering that is not easy to come.
Far East, Ambush, K box and Toast Box. Wonderful day!
I saw Tia Ming at Far East. Botak liao! Damn envious, he is in the navy!
I brought myself a hat with the sentence 'what do you think' on it. If you see me wearing it, you may want to reply me. :)
K box was fun! I told them I won't sing but in the end, I sang the most.

I miss those days when I am learning singing in music school on every Saturday.
It's fun to sing with classmates although the learning journey was damn stressful. When can I hear those voices again?
How I wish I still can pursue my interests.
I am hankering after acting and hosting!
But for now, NO NO!

I'm now botak! This is the first time my head without hair.
But I'm not feeling uneasy about it, in fact I am quite happy with it!
No more combing and tidying my hair in front of the mirror. :)

Pain is inevitable but suffering is optional.
I will storm through all obstacles and win the pride!
It is not the matter of how things appear to be but it is the matter of how much efforts I put in to wake up from delusion and see the true nature of every things.
I will apply this in the army.
I might fail in term of physical but in term of mentally, I vow to not be defeated.
Strive on! I will strive on.

2010-06-07T14:08:00.005+08:00

Most of the time if I watch a horror movie, you can see me blocking the screen with my palm.
But watching "A Nightmare on Elm Street" was such a great enjoyment because it was not scary at all!
I like the flow of the movie, it is not draggy but straight forward.
However, the plot was more or less expected except the strange twist at the ending.

Who is Freddy Krueger? Is he is a ghost, a monster or simply, an ugly freak? I just couldn't figure out.
He was killed by parents of the innocent children due to his evil act but why did police not arrest the parents?
Those victims being killed by Freddy Krueger are already grown up adults. Why did Freddy Krueger wait so long to returns with nightmare?
Stay awake and will be safe but fall asleep and there is no escape. What a fantastic idea for a horror film! But thinking deeper, does this make sense?

Just enjoy the compaction of the movie and ignore the flaws. Horror movie does not talk about logic.
I give 7.5/10.

2010-05-30T20:10:00.007+08:00

I came across a blog which I randomly browse and saw a piece of Chinese composition that the blogger posted. The blogger was surprised with the achievement and self-proclaimed to be lousy in Chinese yet scored an A2 for this piece of composition.

Having more than 3 years for not reading or writing a composition, I decided to read but amazingly spotted a lot of mistakes! This teacher happily tick here and there without correcting the mistakes. Dot!

Being idle, I underline in black those mistakes that I found.
I am not criticizing the blogger okay? Just too idle and decided to share this. :D
I remember vividly during secondary school day, I have to use thick dictionary and seriously busy searching for words to write a composition.
I always LOVE to write essay with sad substances! Once,my teacher even thought I might be the character that I wrote in the essay and thus,questioning me out of concern!

Uhhh.. Sad content then can score well,isn't it? It worked!

Staying at home is tiring me out!
I am feeling sleepy most of the time. Is it due to the weather or simply myself sleeping too late due to insomnia?
Andddd.. Pimples is popping on my face lately!
I am quite vain, so please disappear! :)

Alright! Off I go to watch TV - favorite show, One Million Star!
I am enjoying life,currently.
BYE.

感动每一刻

2010-05-25T17:39:00.006+08:00

是的。我又回来了！
我的读者，你们还好吗？
已经好久没有登录博客,感觉上是遗弃了但其实是为了在等全新的面貌落成后才开始动笔。
每次动笔就很自然的写出感触。这段日子感触特别多，但已经习惯了不去提。

一件事情虽然已经过去了很久但我到今天还是记得，心里还是觉得不好受。
虚伪的人做出的背叛让我对每个人都失去信心。
一通电话焕然大悟眼前的错觉原来蒙蔽了自己。
看到的都是阿哥阿姐的精干演出而演技超凡得莫名其妙。
可能是自己低估了别人又或者是自己误会了全部。
最后的结论是继续做自己，继续贱下去。
笨，也笨得值得。是这样吧？

对了！我有好多很想感谢的人。
那些曾经辅助我的，珍惜我的，我都非常感谢。你们的好，我能感受到。
老朋友 Irene 和 Yvonne, 感谢你们的陪伴和支持！就算因为彼此有距离，我还是能感受你们的灵魂其实是在不远处。是上天的安排，我感到庆幸。
谢谢 Rena, Pei Li, Chan Ning 对我的珍惜。我很感动原来还有人记得我。不要感谢我，是我应该感谢你们才对！
还有很多很多问候我的，给我鼓励的，帮助我的，我是很想感恩的。
谢谢你们！

是的。我毕业了！
三年，就这样飞逝了。

2010-05-25T16:38:00.001+08:00

你好吗

Blog Under Construction.

2010-04-30T21:24:00.004+08:00

MY BLOG WILL BE BACK IN MAY!!!

PLEASE COME BACK AGAIN :)

Blog Under Construction.

2010-01-03T01:08:00.005+08:00

HELLOOO!

MY BLOG WILL BE GOING THROUGH THE VERY LAST REVAMP SOON!

FOR NOW, IT'S CLOSED!

SO COME BACK AGAIN!

:)

Back with refilled ink!

2009-11-22T23:17:00.013+08:00

Why no update for so long?

Because I ran out of ink and I've no money to refill! No ink mean cannot write.

Cannot write mean no update.

Now, I'm back! But I've no time to write a grandmother story. Just a short and sweet

update! I can save the ink in this way. :)

1. I have quite a number of new classmates in this semester! Mostly make-in-china. :)

2. Few of my friends said that I'm childish. Got meh?

3. Thank you to Wen Fa's and Martinn's for the birthday chalet. Happy birthday yo!

4. Happy birthday to TAN SHUENYEW! Grow up lo!

5. Farewell to Eileen Tan! Thank you for all the scoldings and encouragements!

6. Common test is arriving very soon. Stress stress.. woo la la!

7. 70% done with the preparations for the photo shooting(A4 - Being More Than You).

To bring out the best of each individual is a great challenge! It's one great chance

for the A4 to being more than their usual self and definitely, my duty to accomplish

that. I've to give my best. Now, to schedule a perfect day for the shooting is a

problem.

Its Krrunch Time, Get Playful!

2009-11-02T22:28:00.001+08:00

Sun Ho 'Fancy Free' MTV

2009-10-11T22:45:00.006+08:00

4 days of road show finally ENDED!

It's super super tiring but somehow I ENJOYED.

:)

I'm now left with the last week of holiday.

But I'm going to be very BUSY BUSY BUSY.

I don't know if I have enough time to complete every things but I hope I can.

In this holiday, I thought I will gain weight.

Unfortunately, my weight went down by 2kg liao!

:(

Console me...

I never know Sun Ho will sing a song of this genre.

PLUS, I've never expected myself to see her in this kind of MTV.

HAHAHA! I'm surprised la.

Yes, she is fabulous in the MTV!

Happiness VS Unhappiness.

2009-09-29T21:50:00.002+08:00

Went to Wee keat birthday chalet on Wednesday at NSRCC.

happy 21st birthday to yea ya!

It's a great place with very nice environment, but the flaw is it location.

I wanted to take more photos with my camera but the batteries were running out fast!

I used up 2 sets of batteries hence Derrick offered me his extra batteries.

Alas, the extra batteries were all flat.

Very much appreciated Wee keat mum effort for helping up and prepared the foods for us.

I did not help up in the barbecue this time round due to my laziness.

I went off early that night thus didn't get to see the guitar that the

class brought for the birthday boy.

In the taxi, I called Martinn to do me a favour by taking a photo of the guitar to

satisfy my desire.

And yes, I saw it on Facebook today.

:)

From the e-mail, I understood that Mr Seng's condition have been deteriorating

considerably since last week.

Yesterday, I received update that he had passed away.

I have no idea who he is due to my 2 weeks absence from CDC but I thought I will be

able to see him on my next visit.

I sincerely wish him to attain a good rebirth and not to suffer in this samsaric

world again.

I will pray for him.

I'm touched with the volunteers who have been chanting and praying for him.

They even brought present and card on behalf of Mr Seng's for his son birthday.

Sadhu sadhu sadhu!

Little Note.

2009-09-19T15:08:00.007+08:00

Little Note, is a short film by Royston Tan.

It's worth it to get a copy! (DVD for $12.90)

Get your copy at :

1) TS Video

2) CD RAMA

3) HMV

4) Kinokuniya

5) Page One

6) Sembawang Music

7) Gramophone

8) Mustafa

9) That CD Shop

10) Carrefour

11) Awareness Place

Back again!

2009-09-15T17:32:00.006+08:00

Ya ya ya... I've not update my blog for quite some time!

Really no mood to write although I do have the time.

In fact, now I don't really like to blog and I'm quite tired of being a blogger.

4 days of Comex show 2009 finally ended on Sunday.

It was really tired to stand and calling out to the crowd for the whole day.

But it was fun and fulfilling, of course!

Although my pay is quite bad due to the low commission but at least, it was a great experience

and to gaining so much knowledge, it's worth it!

I'm so contented to know a customer actually introduced his cousin to look for me because of my

good service.

It was heartwarming to know that!

I'm now quite sick!

Currently in recovering mode. =)

Anyway, I had decided to drop the plan.

"A4 ROX! 2010- The Graduation Night" chalet confirmed to be CANCEL,

unless i can think of a new concept someday...

Sad story.

2009-08-25T23:03:00.009+08:00

Today I kena CONNED $10 sia!

I never know such thing will happen to myself.

I'm not auntie uncle wa!

See me innocent then arrow me lor.

Don't mistaken la! Not magic stone, apple, orange or whatever la.

“大”孩子也要骗。。。AIYO, so embarrassing!

This auntie told me she lost her belongings and has no money to go home.

She asked me for some money to take a cab home.（actually 我身上也没有多少钱。）

My number was taken down so that her husband who drive can return me the money in

the night.

She said around 9.30pm will call me.（你以为我会相信？早就知道会做"charity"了！）

Of course, no call from her la.(BINGO!中了。。。）

In fact, from the way she spoke to me, my sixth, seventh and eighth sense told me

that "UH HUH! 是个骗子的啦！".

But in case(my senses may not be so 灵 wa!) that she is really so pathetic then

lying to her that I've no money is not right.

So lor... 心太软 must pay a price!

I hope she can use the money and contribute to Singapore economy although it's just

$10.

But then hor, I very poor liao leh. 可怜我一下leh!

Hopefully tomorrow I go out, some money can drop from the sky.

HUAT AH! =)

I drew this on the whiteboard.

My friends said it look like "something something".

晕。。。。

Gratitude.

2009-08-17T20:24:00.013+08:00

Finally, I clear my napfa test!

I must express gratitude to my savior.

Thank you Ronnie!

You've brighten up my day today!

My physical fitness have improved and I'm glad that hard work had paid off!

But NS is going to be really really tough.

I probably will die inside!

Just wait and see! You'll see my dead body.

touch wood!

Tomorrow is my FYP presentation!

I just need to wear smart casual and NOT formal!

I HATE TO WEAR FORMAL!

Although it look pretty cool. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH SUAY!

you're born in the zoo!

Happy Birthday!

2009-08-10T15:17:00.008+08:00

Happy birthday to Meng Guo!

You're born in the zoo!

Happy birthday to MYSELF too!

I'm also born in the zoo! =D

Thank you for all the wishes/gifts on my birthday!

I appreciated =)

Short update.

2009-07-19T19:36:00.009+08:00

Happy birthday to Chao Sheng!

You're born in the zoo.

This is a follow up from my June 18th post.

WHERE GOT GHOST? 吓死你还是....笑死你?

It's time for me to COOL DOWN and RECOVER.

回到花果山，做我的美猴王！

I'm not ranting!

2009-07-17T20:22:00.020+08:00

Someone told me: " not steady de lo!still organize what event?dun go le la!dun

want act le! "

Is this chalet for the sake of yourself?
NO.

What do you get from organizing this?
NOTHING.

Then why do you organize?
I'M STUPID.

Do you still have the motivation to continue with the plan?
BIG FAT NO.

Why aren't you joining the upcoming outing?
3 COURSES FROM 12PM TO 930PM. I DID

EXPLAINED TO THE BIRTHDAY BOY.

What about the rest?
I CAN'T SPEAK MALAY.

Are you always finding excuses?
UH??SO THIS IS HOW YOU SEE ME?

Why did you receive scolding?
BECAUSE THEY'RE MY "FRIENDS".

Conclusion?
SLEEP AND FORGET ABOUT IT.

Still can sleep?
THEN? I'M NOT L, I CAN'T CHANGE THE WORLD.

Go sleep then.
I SAID SO WA!

My Point Of View.

2009-07-11T20:02:00.015+08:00

I do not understand the ugly human nature.

I want to hear and see no evil,

but how is this possible?

I wonder how difficult in being self-conscious. Good question?

But isn't it a great challenge in being possess with the power to repel?

I learn because of imperfection.

Perhaps, being ignorant is a bliss. But not opening yourself to the outside world is

not being in reality.

I welcome disappointment because it's inevitable.

I don't know what is the impact on me eventually.

My heart will goes on. Let's see how it goes?

It's not easy to let go. But I will.

Both friendship and love are fragile.

I don't believe in it.

Tell me why. Why is it so?

The Five Stages of Death is very true.

Stage 1: Denial

Stage 2: Anger

Stage 3: Bargaining

Stage 4: Depression

Stage 5: Acceptance

Just think about it and you'll agree.

I hope you can understand the english in this video by this silly giraffe.

This video is a movie abstraction. A story regard homosexual(Tom Hanks,a lawyer) who

is down with AIDS.

You lost almost everythings with this illness including friends and family.

Don't talk about fame,dignity,money and freedom. You'll have none of it.

The society discriminate this group of people and perhaps,driving them to the corner.

Why is this so?

Love is suppose to be selfless,why not being compassion toward all?

HIV/AIDS is not a topic people will talk about due to it sensitivity.

But from the day I decided to be a HIV/AIDS volunteer, I'm totally open to this

topic.

Talk to me about HIV/AIDS if you want to know more about it.

It is a great saturday today!

Busying with my stuff the whole day and I'm glad to spend my time so wisely.

It was the first time I went for audition.(Thank you Steve!)

Seriously I do not know where I got the courage from.

It was amazing that I TOTALLY have no fear at all throughout the audition.

2 angmohs spoke to me but only 40% of what they said was understood =/ LOL

YAYA! I love such great experience and I look forward to more of this.

I spent 2 hours to write this entry -_-''

Time consuming sia!

Alright! Not going to blog so soon.

Goodbye!

( I sincerely thank you to those who had tagged in my tagboard. I'll always welcome

you to my kopitiam. Have a cup of coffee yea? )

Funny videos!

2009-07-05T12:37:00.008+08:00

This is the Lemon Tree animation.

Damn funny and cute!

Song like this also can make into a animation.

是厉害的！

And this is a video of someone ordering foods through singing in Mcdonald.

Simply awesome? I think it's creative and maybe you want to try this in Singapore.

Be the first then you'll appear on the newspaper :)

Michael Jackson.

2009-06-27T23:08:00.007+08:00

Michael Jackson(Referred to as the "King of Pop") died on June 25, 2009, aged

50.(1958-2009)

The Moonwalk dance gained widespread popularity after being

performed by him. It was his signature move and the moonwalk has since become one of

the best known dance moves in the world.

He is full of eccentric and a real miracle man in the music scene.

You can know more about him here:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_Jackson

I know the world will remember him.

Rest in peace,Michael Jackson!

It was a long day for me on Friday. Woke up in the early 6.20am and slept in the

late midnight 1am.

HELLO PANDA! Uh uh, my panda eyes!

Yea, I went to the concert with my friend at Esplanade Recital Studio.

Ngak and Clement's performed emo rock, R&B and jazz and woah, both singers have

great chemistry and powerful vocal!

I love their music and the lighting, the feel of a concert was there.

Ah suay used my camera to take photos and 90% of it is her big head.

She is a DA TOU GUI :)

H1N1 is getting serious in Singapore.

One of the student in my school KENA liao.

I hope it can come under control and not continue spreading.

Whoever kena really suay dao siao.

It's sunday tomorrow!

But then I've loads of stuffs to do.

OH MAN.

Yummy yummy!

2009-06-21T19:37:00.009+08:00

I love the banana split and baked cheese fries from Madison's.

I don't feel guilty after eaten the fries because it's oilless!

Damn healthy + cheap yo!

It's heart warming to meet up with Yvonne and had a great chat.

Back to school tomorrow.

I dread to think of the lab, my supervisor and that computer.

I felt really unhappy when progression was too slow or even worse, totally no

progress!

I want to be free from pressure sia.

SIAN ar!

I will be super busy for the next few weeks.

Hopefully I'll have enough sleep ya?

Horror movie?

2009-06-18T22:39:00.004+08:00

I am waiting for Jack Neo movie "Where Got Ghost" to release on August 13.

This is the first time he film a horror movie but as usual with the essence of

comedy.

So you'll laugh to death and not scare to death la.

Enjoy this video but beware very de 'horror' wo!

OH GOODY! Tomorrow is FRIDAY.

Happy laaaa :)

Listen to me.

2009-06-13T14:35:00.012+08:00

My life in FYP is pretty good currently.

Special thanks to Yong Shun and Syed.

Without them, I may have bored to death by now.

Probably due to 'generation gap', I just seem to not be in the same channel with some people.

Oh well, chicken and duck are two different animals.

They don't communicate because they can't.

Alright! It's weekend and so let's laugh a bit.

Introducing The mrbrown Show 'Wash Your Hands Too'(Parody of Wonder Girl's 'Nobody') video.

H1N1 case is increasing so personal hygiene is important.

Something small but beneficial you can do then just do it.

For goodness sake.

And there is a new rap by Phua Chu Kang- A Happy Journey Starts Like that.

You can see the posters( with his wife as well, Rosie) in MRT and Bus.

It's true that selfish and uncouth kan chiong spiders are everywhere and can be seen every days.

Move in a bit will die meh?

Give your seat to someone will die meh?

Say thank you or excuse me will die meh?

Be a little gracious, okay bo?

Hey dude, need a glass of ice water?

YEA YEA, weather is super duber hot but be prepare that the humid weather is not

going to improve so soon.

The increased volumes of carbon dioxide and other greenhouse gases directly worsen

the Global Warming.

Save the earth right now and don't be that bloody killer of mother earth.

Click and learn about Global Warming.

Let's not welcome the doom day! Because it's scary.

Whether it is being gracious, preventing H1N1 or the Global Warming.

Listen to me and do something alright?

Simply random.

2009-06-09T22:39:00.015+08:00

I'm tired right now.

But sleeping early make no difference because I'll still feel tired the next day.

I always yawn and yawn beside my supervisor while he is explaining somethings.

Don't blame me and don't fail me. At least I am kind enough to 'act' awake.

I do not understand the purposes of unconstructive comments.

Maybe someone can someday enlighten me regards to this.

Today, I saw a super disgusting uncle on the bus.

He happily digging his nose for more than 10 HOLY minutes!

You'll feel like slapping his face if you see his facial expression.

He still stared at me for a few times.

What is the stare for?

STOMP is a very interesting web with all the complaints from our dear Singaporean.

I can't stop laughing at some of the comments posted by the whoever.

Get entertain by reading it, you might really LOL.

Oh yes, never do anything STUPID outside because WOOHOO,you'll see yourself in STOMP!

Okay,random now.

I can't do sit up on the floor,

andddd I love playing keyboard.

It's fun.

BLOG is alive!

2009-06-07T23:11:00.027+08:00

HELLOOO!

My blog is once again ALIVE after a month of 'frozen'.

I hope my readers will like this new look yea?

Thank you mumtaz, the lovely creator of this blog!

I've been blogging for 5 years sia.

I know this is a bit random but WOO! very long right?

I wanna introduce this Stickgirl blog!

She is so so creative and very very talented in drawing.

It's a pity that she had decided to stop blogging.

Go to : http://stickgal.blogspot.com/

These are some of her works:

I'm bringing in old songs to my blog yo!

My Heart Will Go On by Celine Dion (The theme song for Titanic,remember?) and Lemon

Tree by Fool's Garden.

Please take some time and listen to it.

Seriously, I love the two songs a LOT!

FYP is soooo boring and sooo strict!

URGH!

Doing programming sia! I'm not a good programmer for sure.

But somehow I enjoyed 'experimenting' it.

I think things will goes better soon.

I may love it someday yea?

Even if others are at fault, my unhappiness is my fault.

I must treat myself well.

Now, I'm tuning my mind and changing for the better.

Time to sleep.

Goodnight!

Annoucement

2009-05-21T10:30:00.003+08:00

Thursday,21/5/2009

Dear blog,

You're so so dead!

Do not blame me that I've decided to put you to sleep,

just blame yourself for not attracting readers.

Please rest well and kiss goodbye to this world.

I promise you, I'll bring you back as soon as I can.

I love you and I'll miss you.

From your creator cum destroyer.

he-is-innocent.blogspot.com is now undergoing a REVAMP.
be back in JUNE.

2009-04-26T22:53:00.011+08:00

Sunday,26/4/2009

I have been visiting the gym despite my hectic life.
Often really exhaust but determination dispel the idea of withdrawing.
I prayed to the Jesus and that was when I had the power to go ahead, a pillar of strength that gave me the courage, the sudden lifted spirit and that magical voice of his simply gave me that driving force.

OH NO,why are you reading this?

I'm just joking.
And no, I never step into the church.
You get what I mean?

Simple simple, let me explain.
One day,I brought a bun and I kept it in my bag to eat in my office later.
In the end, the bun kena squashed to so so FLAT.
But then, yummy yummy still! :)

Vesak 2553 was such a great experience for me and my pals.
I am really glad to learn so much and was really gratified to see so many devoted buddhists there.

A weirdo? I know him, he love to take photo :)

Hey boy, I admire you yea! You have my blessing.

All thanks to his 'super fan' that give me the chance to take a photo with him.

雨。人

2009-04-17T23:17:00.008+08:00

Friday,17/4/2009

周传雄最新唱片-恋人创世纪，是赞的啦！

十首我就喜欢了八首。

还有还有。。张智成的“暗恋”专辑真的是 superb！

八首我就喜欢了七首。

Susan Boyle Britains Got Talent 2009
Uploaded by matrix1087

she's still living for her dream at the age of 47.
what about you?

IAP也没有什么好说的。

everydays就是在电脑前rot.

很折磨人的!

so you see,怎样blog regularly?

so boring,你要读啊？

campus superstar又是小弟弟获胜。

我觉得他很可爱，音质很好又有亲和力但是就是没有很重要的技巧和感情。

年龄太轻是无法诠释好一首歌的。不是work hard就能做到因为姜是老的辣，you need time and experiences.

可能小弟弟和小妹妹长大后便是下一个天王天后哟！don't play play!

很多LOVERS超爱在MRT乱搞。

做一些有的没的来attract attention.

不小心看到的人就OMG,要siam也siam不了。

who will care 有脸没有脸的？

还不是大方的播放M18的free show?

they show then we see lor.

恶心的也要看，因为free的咯。

号外！
If you're free on 25 Apr Sat 星期六 10am-8pm OR 26 Apr Sun 星期日 10am-5pm,
you can come down to Ngee Ann City Civic Plaza(义安城广场) for Singapore Buddhist Federation Vesak 2553 celebration yo! Bryan Wong and Huang Wen Hong will be there for the 街头开讲.I am one of the volunteer, so see you!

很假。。超假的。。什么都是假的。。
then what's real?

傻的。

2009-04-07T22:38:00.005+08:00

Tuesday,7/4/2009

台湾 “疗伤歌手” 阿桑,

已乘风归去.

她。。寂寞不再唱歌.

阿桑，你一路走好!

叶子。

2009-04-06T20:55:00.001+08:00

Monday,6/4/2009

Happy 21st birthday to derek!

Woohoo... i'm back to blogging!
Recently, IAP is really BORING!
I spent several hours in facebook during my work everydays.
Yea, I'm too TOO free.
I hate to waste my life like this but AIYO。。无可奈何！

Many things coming up soon.
I'm gonna....BUSY LA!

我要唱歌啦！

2009-03-21T13:02:00.004+08:00

Saturday,21/3/2009

i had watched 'coming soon' and i think it's a great movie.
not really scary but i must say the storyline 非常有层次(great arrangement of ideas).
i dreaded with one of the scene and my leg actually move a little and knocked onto my friend beside me.
this frightened her to the next level. PS: got so scary ma?
overall, i give a rating of 4.5/5 !
i am a little sick in my mind because instead of paying close attention to the movie, in the middle of the show i was actually thinking of how the cast managed to act those fearful expression.
when i reached home, i tried to do the expression infront of the mirror and EEEH... scary sia!
i can act too,LOL :)

exam results was released on tuesday.
i was brimming with joy with my improvement.
and yea,the whole class pass! YAYYY...

IAP was so far kind of boring and at the same time, kind of fun.
boring because too much of idling and fun because of experiencing new stuffs!
my colleagues and boss are super great people,i must say.
jing xuan is my everydays lunch-time partner and oh ya,
yong shun is the world super PSK!

i think this world is getting mess up.
pollution had destroyed ozone layer and caused many changes in weather.
the sea level rise and so when will be the next deadly natural disaster?
devil seem to has invade human heart and i see ugly people everywhere.
our dear mother earth is no longer peaceful and things are getting complicated.
is this why there is this so called, doom day?
the extinction of dinosaur from earth is inevitable,then what about the human beings?
oh my!

back to mountain.
i'm finally going to return to my mountain!
woohoo:)

FYI: if i have not update my blog or log on to my msn for more than 6 months, then it mean i have pass away.
but CHOY la.

舞。

2009-03-13T23:53:00.005+08:00

Friday,13/3/2009

(1)
"you're not part of the family because you're a cry baby.
and because you're not part of the family,you've to touch up now."

i think whatever reasons i have doesn't seem to matter.
i just can't escape from being accuse.
for goodness sake, let me acknowledge that i'm not trying to do any bonding.
doing petty action is not my style because i am real.
the different in me is simply due to the difference circumstances.
i'm not a giant standing on top of the mountain and i seriously know where i stand.
that's it, a blow and off i go.

tell me why.
i really want to know more.

do i really have a choice?
do i?

marcus, go to hell la.
i really just want to scold myself.
i often joke that i'm emo and really emo.
now i'm not joking,i am emo indeed.

(2)
i'm always feeling pressure and unhappy at home.
sometimes i wondering is there love in my family.
i guess i do not know who they are afterall.
family members? i think strangers sound more right.

(3)
i never know my dear friend suffered from depression before.
she is really a brave girl i must say.
i hope god bless her for her recovery.

完结篇。

2009-03-06T22:13:00.003+08:00

Friday,6/3/2009

Today was a busy day scampering around singapore to get my things done.
I got gratification when plans have been realized.
Due to expensive transportation, I topped up my ez-link card again although I had did that few days ago.

Today, someone said that I have the look of Andy Lau.
I immediately puked upon hearing that.
Thank you for saying that but you need a new spectacle! :)
I told my friend and she said she felt disgusted that someone will say that.
LOL!

IAP will start next week.
I have jing xuan and yong shun with me, that's YAY!!

思念是一种病。
那如果我有这样的病态，
我应该如何去面对？
长大了，什么都可以去烦。
烦啊烦，烦到外婆桥。。。

月光。

2009-03-04T20:37:00.003+08:00

Wednesday,4/9/2009

a4 had a memorable day yesterday.
a strong bonding family in the house had so much fun.
how great if these beautiful things can repeat over and over again.
i wish it will.

anyway,
thank you tong yong, the camera man!
thank you actress soo wen and rena!
thank you guests like xiao wei, onelong and he qun!

我还记得有人说过：

1. 你可以的，unlimited potential leh!

2. 你看脚那么长，你有model的脚lor！

3. 你是林宥嘉,几时要开演唱会？

4. 唱歌要HA,我教周杰伦的！

5. 你很bad leh,每次这样讲我！

6. marcus sng guang jie!

还有很多很多的。。。

一切的一切，现在是

回忆。

永远永远的记得和思念。

2009-02-27T20:11:00.018+08:00

Friday,27/2/2009

Bask in the rainbow of memories and those days engraved in my mind.
My golden two years.
Thank you A4!

永恒。

2009-02-25T14:15:00.002+08:00

Wednesday,25/2/2008

Phew! Chiong-ing exams for 2 weeks and now, it's OVER!
Faced books and notes all day long were rather deadly.
High expectation created tension and those sleepless nights were unbearable.
Perhap,hard works will pay off ultimately?
My second years had ended and a fresh new chapter begin in 2 weeks time.
Pray that everythings will goes well and I swear that I'll miss my classmates badly.
Anyway, this time round I've no long holiday. URGH!!!

In the past, I thought I will never let go but now I'm sure this is a place where my heart does not belong to.
Seriously, I'm not proud to be here due to the many disappointments.
Just when will those peoples understand and not flunk their whole life off?
Can you define the meaning of 'management'?
No, you can't and that explained.
Shame on you.

I'm searching for the inner me because sometimes I lost myself in the middle of no where.
Confusion and next, frustrated.
Tell me why, I want to know why.

Alright, time to plan for my class chalet.
Perfect? I want it to be, hopefully.

让我遇见好人。
拜托！

五彩缤纷。

2009-02-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

Friday,6/2/2009

For the past few days,I had been studying for common tests.
And now WOO, it's over!
I could not sleep for several night probably due to stress but hopefully no serious panda eyes yet!
I think now my expectation in studies are getting higher and I just can't stop giving myself pressure for the sake of good grade.
Maybe, I need some chocolate.

Next will be some major final examinations.
Kiss goodbye to my brain cells because those papers are real killer.
Gonna bang my head...SIGH!

It's a early birthday celebration for yvonne at Swensen today.
As usual, I'm late for the meeting.
I took a cab(freaking $22..EAT money la!) and rushed down.
I have not see Hian Hian for more than 10000 years and yea,she totally have no change at all.
We brought the birthday girl a balloon for her to act cute but at her way home, the balloon fly away.
LOL..

双飞。

2009-01-31T22:13:00.000+08:00

Saturday,31/1/2009

On wednesday, A4 had reunion steamboat at bugis.
We had guessing game and the punishment was to eat meatballs, luncheon meat etc.
And I freaking LOST 3 times!
7 meatballs and 4 luncheon meat as punishment when I was already very full!
Nice foods eventually turned yucky to me. EE YEH!

On thursday, my classmates and I watched "All's Well End's Well 2009" at AMK HUB before heading to school.
Out of the 3 new year comedy, I only managed to watch this and no chance for the others yet.
Simple storyline with very lame ideas in it.
I give 3.5 out of 5 stars.
I simply love Sandra Ng because her acting ROX.

Next week will be my common tests.加油 EH!
For the sake of studies, I will only be working once in the month of February.
Hence,I will be really really poor.
Seriously, I want to buy 伦语录 album but money NO enough.
AIYA, I EMO liao.

阴谋。诡计

2009-01-25T17:37:00.003+08:00

Sunday,25/1/2009

The hectic week had finally over!
I didn't get to rest much for the past 5 days.
However, I'm glad that I had survived through the tests and presentation.
What come next will be common tests and final examinations.
I've to pull up my socks still.

I enjoyed and LOVE this semester communciation skills.
Lessons were always fun and interesting with A4ians and chelsia.
My group performed the LALA dance during the presentation,special right?
We put in lot of effort in this module and it was really pleasing to work with derek, syed and nan nan.
Gonna miss our:
1 ah 2 ah 1 2 3 4,
move right a bit la,
move left a bit la,
move top a bit la,
move bottom a bit la...
This modules came to an end with few group photos taken using chelsia camera.
I was kind of shocked that teacher would bring camera to take photos with us.
Friendly and kind, that's chelsia.

Another teacher praised wenfa that he's CUTE!
And I remembered the 只不过...
LOL LOL...

Smile smile and smile :)

What is jing xuan trying to do?

The superteam: SuperSTAR, SuperGIRL, SuperCHELSIA, SuperBOY and SuperLEADER.

The boys...

The girls...

Very weird indeed!

Hmm.. Another 7 hours to the year of cow!
Time really fled! It's the chinese new year, GONG XI GONG XI!
This year I did 90% of the house cleaning.
Parents retired from doing all this. Oh my...

New year new start... Happy new year to all my friends and readers!

这一班。

2009-01-17T11:22:00.005+08:00

Saturday,17/1/2008

1. I'm really busy with my school works and that explain why I'm not updating my blog that often. Next week will be super challenging because I have 4 tests and 1 presentation in the same week right before chinese new year. This is so COOL right?

2. Talk about my school open house this year. The goodies bag is like so disappointing! Just a look at it is like OH MY GOD, DONT LOSE FACE LA NYP. Anyway, this year my school have extra 10 new courses! This is a lot! Anyone out there may want to consider to MAKE NYP YOUR POLY,YOUR CHOICE.

3. For my female readers, please visit http://wardrobe-inc.weebly.com/index.html and do some online shopping. Now they're having new year promotion yo!

4. Yesterday, I spent $93 on 3 books.
A: 'The Best I Could' by Subhas Anandan.
B: 'In the Spotlight' by Janet Esposito.
C: 'The rules of Management' by Richard Templar.

I spent hour browsing in the bookstore to get a book for Eric birthday present. In the end, none was good for him but I found TOO TOO many nice one for myself. Now I'm broke le :(

5. Foolish or Stupid? Both are fine because I'm not clever :)
囡囡：我觉得小马好傻。
梅超：噢！小马，你看囡囡这样说你！
小马：傻很好啊！傻傻分不清楚。
梅超：傻的另外一个意思就是笨。她说你笨。
小马：哈哈！是吗？我是笨啊，可是我会不断学习，长大了就聪明了!

6. Happy birthday to Wen Qing!

7. Goodbye!

这样。吗？

2009-01-05T22:46:00.004+08:00

Monday,5/1/2009

Fortunately,I had recovered from the pain! :)
Now I can focus on my studies.
Presentation, lab tests and common tests are around the corner!
Hence,there's no reason for me to slack my time off.
I came up with my daily plan as usual.
Probably on track, I hope so.

Today, Mr Lee Kuan Yew seem to has visited my school.
His presence created kind of tension in the air.
I did not have the chance to see him in person through. :(
Anyway, Mr Lee is a good man yea!

8 major plans to carry out before NS.
14 months to complete.
WOOHOO... I need both time and money. :)

And and... I desperately want to gain weight.
By at least 12kg?
I tell everybody my birthday wish in advance.
Buy me the whole cow, chicken or pig and make me fat fat fat :)
Must be fresh,big and yummy yo!
PS:Whole world know I'm just joking

加油!
佛保佑。

我在深夜里死去却在早晨丛生。

老不死，就是这样。

爱情。

2008-12-31T22:45:00.002+08:00

Wednesday,31/12/2008

Went for tooth extraction and now landed with injury of my nerve due to the force.
I'll have to suffer from the pain for weeks or months.
Haiz... Super unlucky :(

Finally, I had made the decision for the specialise course.
May or may not get into what I yearn for but fate shall bring me to where I should go.
Hopefully I can stick to one or few of my classmates. Pray for that.

Frankly speaking, 2008 is not a great year for me because of the number of obstacles being faced.
And as usual, illness diminished my health and made my life miserable.
When will I be free from this?
But looking from another angle, those challenges were essence that contributed to my growth.
So be it. Live on and not fall behind.
Whatever it is, look forward to the brand new year which is arriving in an hour or so.

While typing this entry,I'm actually feeling a little drowsiness due to the medicine.
But oh, at least I know what I am typing :)

2009 is a year with several plans to carry out.
I just wish I am in pink of health to make wishes come true.
May magnate be with me, god will bless.

HOHOHOHO...Happy new year yo :)

新年了。

2008-12-25T12:34:00.001+08:00

Thursday,25/12/2008

前天拔个牙就辛苦到现在。

原本应该只是牙痛却可以suay到头和脖子都痛。

本人今天身体不适也得硬着头皮做工，我的merry christmas几不merry的！

三天前的深夜做了一些沉思，目的是想要明白问题的起因然后对症下药。

突然想起那本佛书也许有可能会为我解答。

果然如此，阅读之后我仿佛得到了启蒙。

我必须弥补我的过错因为。。。因果循环。

小子，明白了！:)

最近和母亲一直上网追看港剧-溏心風暴之家好月圓。

这真的是一部超好看的连续剧!

感谢TAN CHAOSHENG 介绍我这个网站。

3 more days to school re-open.

What should I choose for my 3rd year specialise?
Aerospace? Telematics? Or embedded?

Common Test result will be out too :/

Probably my last 2 months with fellow A4 classmates.
Time had really fled......

Hohoho...merry christmas yo!
May santa claus hear your wishes if he does exist:)

This is the first year I made sandwiches with the helps of my mother.
Look quite okay right?
Next time if any of you admit to hospital, I'll make you sandwiches with my love in it :)

说。再见

2008-12-19T22:52:00.001+08:00

Wednesday,19/12/2008

看得见表面却摸不着深处，要完全理解，这谈何容易？

莫非人与人之间若无缘就谈不上永远。

如果注定只能擦肩而过，那人群中的你将随风而去。

如果注定永不分离，那海角天涯也能同行。

就因为缘分可遇不可求，才明白命运不由着我摆布。

友情是脆弱的，是短暂的，是。。。

也许是；不怕大浪冲翻小船就好。

I PASSED my MP and that's a miracle!
Of course, credited to the 3 guys.
Hard work had paid off, phew...!

Jingle bells..Jingle bells..Jingle on the way..
Christmas is around the corner!
And my wishes are...ALOTS!
But seriously, I just wish all my plans for year 2009 to carry out successfully:)

My last week of holiday.
Cherish...before tiring school days begin :(

绝对.SUPERSTAR

2008-12-11T16:31:00.005+08:00

Thursday,11/12/2008

令人头痛的考试终于结束了。

在少过两个星期里准备五个科目还真的不容易耶！

天天夜夜读到脑细胞都死掉几万个。几可怜的。。。

虽然辛苦但也总算熬过了但至于能不能考好相信也不重要吧？

尽力了就对得起自己。I had tried my best! :)

Thanks to martinn, wee keat and derek for their helps！

After foresee the needs of improving my mental health, I had regulated my mindset through the law of attraction.
There's no need to be bicker over such trivial stuff.
Why should I fall into the deadly trap when I'm aware of it in the first place?

It's HOLIDAY.
Shall spend it wisely :)

请。原谅

2008-11-22T10:59:00.004+08:00

Saturday,22/11/2008

就在全世界要我离开的时候我选择了留下。

对别人而言我是笨到不可以再笨，不管周遭人怎样相劝我就是毫不动容。

不是因为金钱而被诱惑也不是因为其它阿猫阿狗的原因。

只因为我对于工作的激情和认真还没熄灭。

我吃苦耐劳尽心尽力的回报却是如今的残忍；对，是我太傻太天真了.

路。。也许已经无法再往前走了。

可能是时候在这个十字入口的转弯处拐弯。

不舍得也得舍得，心再痛也没有所谓的良药。

三年。。。结束了？

Annoucement:
Eileen Tan had sacked me on 22/11/2008.

Seriously, I felt so insulted for the very first time.
Making no reflection at all, just how far can she goes?

Perhap, it's time for me to leave.
And yes, her wish is granted.

已经好久无法把范逸臣的‘I believe'给诠释好。

是她的残忍给我那种我在寻找的感觉。

伤心的时候，perhap...唱歌就好。

我是假的黑玫瑰

最近发生的都很莫名其妙。

突然觉得人是很奇怪的。

贵人多了自然的小人也会增加。

没事有事的就找我麻烦，你以为我很free啊？

好像的，我又被stab.

stab and run,真的很可恨。

哪里可以小气就要stab就stab的？天理何在？

oop, actually也不可以用'stab'这个字，太重了。

but then,除此之外还可以怎样写？

别人好像也是这样写的，写得还很毒plus很假。

you see me,我有良心的。

不说了，talk too much later 不好啦。

play safe.

(EXCUSE ME一下:读了不要乱想乱猜因为你不是黑玫瑰，but i am.)

HELLO, more than 2 weeks absent from blogging and now I'm back!(drum...)
Any readers or not? Any response?

Deadly common test is around the corner.
Currently, no confidence to do well and I'm freaking distress.
But then, the will power should be back soon.
Hopefully, everythings will be fine.

黑人牙膏。

2008-11-07T23:34:00.001+08:00

Friday,7/11/2008

也不知何时沟通上出现了问题。

小瑕疵渐渐变成严重，无形中是种伤害。

有时大吵大闹但有时风平浪静；是人格问题吗？

我应该原谅因为没有权利也没必要去怨恨。

你的快乐建立在我的痛苦上，你晓得吗？

不能说的话有很多因为地雷四处都有。

好可怕却是独自忍受；没办法了。

Communciation skill game presentation was fun!
Quite enjoyed with all the games especially Low Choon Peng group because I got the chance to shout like nobody business.
I think this is the first time I praise her. :)
My group presentation kind of screw up but overall a success.
Displeased with my performance of course but there're chances to overturn the table still.
Phew!

Let's pray for a great new start next week.
It's time to CHIONG for studies and no more slacking.
BOOM BOOM!My engine start...

老地方的美好回忆，如今只能回味。

红色眼泪。

2008-10-30T19:01:00.002+08:00

Wednesday,29/10/2008

我有好多还没做好的决定。

日日夜夜思考和计划叫人心烦。

有时脑袋就是空白一片，要交出成绩单是绝对不可能。

brain damage,怎样 recover?

虽然结果会是如此可是也不能不去尝试啊！

我还有多少时间和青春可以浪费的？

就因为过去，现在才被囚禁。

老天对我的疼爱是喜是悲，

我不晓得。

路。。。真的不好走。

OOP.
I can't focus in class.
I'm feeling restless most of the time.
why why why?
:(

I can't get rid of the internal fear;The fear of failing.
For the sake of surviving with no passion for it will bring no happiness.
UH HUH, yet I'm still here.
They said luck will be with me,
but i'll not be a lucky person all the times yea?

For the sake of $2000, I sell myself to geylang.
OMG... do i have that value?
Wa puke...
:)

SUPER A4 LEADER wen qing is in HEY GORGEOUS!
First time someone I know join this school GRASS school FLOWER competition.
Nasty people flooded most of the nominees with really nasty words.
Do they need to be that evil?

梦幻.Jaknenth

2008-10-19T20:33:00.004+08:00

Sunday,19/10/2008

Nothing much to mention regarding the first week of school.
Purely introduction and so on.
Time table quite packed and lessons start rather early in the morning.
It's tiring but shouldn't be a big deal anyway.

I haven't been working for the past few weeks.
Work shall resume in a week or so.
I need more saving for the sake of my plans for next year.

Thin and thinner;Am i growing taller and losing weight?
Many people are concerning regarding my diet and they have been bringing up weight issue.
I think I'm eating fine but metabolism seem to be the problem.
Seriously, I'm doing something regarding this but you see,there is no good result yea.
Maybe if you happen to know some great idea(s) and tip(s) of increasing weight, do let me know ya?

Grow up to be a better man.
Learn and improve is the essence of great life!
Eileen Tan scolded me more than once when I asked too many WHY at the wrong time.
From there, I learnt.
Sometimes knowing more or less is good enough.
I choose to leave it aside and yes, may be full stop.
Be wise, I hate mistake.

Simplicity and ignorant give you that extra smile:)

有一天会明白这些矛盾的问题。
给我力量，我能做到。

奥妙的。

2008-10-11T18:44:00.006+08:00

Saturday,11/10/2008

YAY! I had finally completed the 3 days standard first aid course from singapore red cross society!
Quite a challenging and meaningful course to attend and I had learnt a lot!
I am impressed with our knowledgeable instructor who know everythings and he had actually saved or helped quite a numbers of people in his life!

AHA! Went for the A4 class chalet on the 9th.
Not so happening but still, I did enjoyed.
That's the first time I visited E!hub.
So spacious and quite a numbers of attractions.
It's definitely a place for the teenagers isn't it?

OOH, I've another chalet on next saturday.
And I'm looking forward to it.=)

Woohoo! I've no fate with this new established temple at punggol due to the several failure in locating it.
But in the end, I found it!
It's super peaceful upon your first step stepped in and I value the moment of peace within myself.
A really great environment for anyone to recuperate from any mental suffering.=)

EH HEH! School re-open in another 2 days time!
Woo, time fled fast and it's now another brand new term!
Wake up in the early morning then....., AIYA, same pattern again la!?!
=(

cheer cheer cheer...
Trust me, I love to study :)

卷入这旋风是绝对没必要。

用智慧看清一切，这就是妙计。

心里难免有解不开的问题，可是我学会了不问为什么。

两国的恶战有一天也会平息因为大风过后就会风平浪静。

小人物做不了什么，就等看故事书的最后一页。

只怕故事书的人物下场就是自生自灭。

这就是我不想看见的。。。

OH YA,
Thank you Irene for the gift.
Thank you Yvonne for the gifts.
Thank you Rena for the gift.

今生注定。

2008-09-29T00:08:00.002+08:00

Sunday,29/9/2008

Europa Huang 3rd album is now out in store!
Listen to him and be moved by his one of a kind aria.

我超喜欢中国的古典聊斋所以怎会错过这部聊斋志异改编的“画皮”呢？

电影里的男女主角演技是没话说尤其是赵薇和周迅。

妖和人的爱情是水火不容。妖和人的斗争是你死我活。

因为爱情而牺牲但也因为爱情而残忍。

爱情-究竟是什么？

Anyway, 这部电影赞啦！

Painted skin offical site- http://huapi.ent.sina.com.cn/en/index.html

HIHIHI... Anyone GILA due to the Formula 1 SingTel Grand Prix race madness in singapore?
But it's now OVER.
I did witness the race on friday and was kind of amazed with the noise it produced.
Hmm...very bad noise pollution but everyone had enjoyed it yea?
boom boom boommmmm.....

我要睡觉。

2008-09-17T15:27:00.003+08:00

Wednesday,17/9/2008

Gotten my examination results.
Out of expectation,i achieved a slight improvement.
I'm happy for this.
But so sad that one of my classmates failed a module.
Hence yesterday, I sent him a sms and cheer him up.

The weather now is really humid and i'm suffering at home.
Maybe even worse if i'm under the sun, I probably will melt!
Looking forward to my dinner because I'm having steamboat later on.
Yummy!

天生我才必有用。

就等时间来证明吧？

argh, rest resting rest....=)

雀跃。无比

2008-09-11T19:27:00.006+08:00

Thursday,11/9/2008

HELLO to my blog.
i am back!!

Recently busy with my work and experienced split personality.
I am struggling within myself and i need regular change of mindset to get it right.
Should i blame someone for the cause?
Perhap, here is no heaven and i should just accept this fact.
But at least i am on earth to experience a moment of peace and a second of happiness unlike hell when i get nothing but to suffer. It's enough because i can't expect more.
I just wish my passion can rekindle and i hope for no more disappointment.
If you can't appreciate then i shall let it go.
I just wonder how far you can go when you simply work blindly.

Why is there someone imitated 'sherr' and scolded vulgar in my tagboard?
That's kind of evil and uncouth.
Thank you for using my blog as a channel for your act but i abhor your language through.
But cheer and try again, you can do a better job next time.=)

Happy EARLY birthday to Soowen.
Happy VERY EARLY birthday to Irene.

Because i probably no time to blog for the next few days or more.
Tatazzz!

得饶人处且饶人，原谅了不就海闊天空了？
不要挑骨头也别为难周遭人，弄翻了船有必要吗？

病毒。

2008-09-07T20:36:00.007+08:00

Sunday,7/9/2008

很惊讶“你过来”老师昨天因为癌症而病逝。

看了报纸便感到伤心因为我原本计划当兵后向她拜师学艺可是如今没有机会了。

在我眼里她是个敬业的好老师，音乐界少了她是个损失。

I miss her smile,laughter and the “你过来”joke.

Nicole Lai, rest in peace...

无缘。了

2008-09-06T16:38:00.007+08:00

Saturday,6/9/2008

ohh wow, it's really RARE that i'm at home on saturday at this point of time of the day.
bacause usually i am very busy with lesson or work.=)

actually 我不晓得 what's happening here and there.

恶性循环就必有因，

耿耿于怀那何时了？

有些感想和感觉应该被隐藏或活埋，

不能说的秘密最好往肚子里吞。

装疯卖傻可以避过天灾人祸，

但心里的痛苦几时能得到解脱？

现实的残酷就像积极的火山，

时间到了就该接受考验。

不如就少想一些那就快乐多一点。

简单就是美，不期待那就不会失望。

你懂吗？

in life and in this long journey, you have to be a lamp upon yourself.
attract what you want and repel what you dislike.
this is the law of attraction.
whoever can stab you;whoever can scold you;whoever can bite you but whoever can't defeat you.
if you do no wrong then prove them wrong.

First time i went in to the Jackpot room.
Seriously i dislike such ADULT game and seriously i prefer arcade.
You can actually spent $50 or more on the machine within 10 minutes.
Enter the room at your risk and burn your pocket for sure.
Unless you're real lucky lo.=)

哪怕是瞎了眼断了腿，我还是能唱着情歌弹起吉他。

曲终人散也不怕孤独因为我曾经热闹过。

百折不挠。

2008-09-01T15:13:00.003+08:00

Monday,1/9/2008

4 days of selling Tibo GPS at Comex 2008.
A great experience as a promoter myself and i learnt quite a lots.
I simply love to chat with customers and help them to make a good decision.
Quite happy with the number of GPSs i sold and the commission i had earned.
Thanks to Soo wen for introduced the job to me.
Quite sick during the 4 days and i lost my voice on the 2nd days.
But forced myself and chiong all the way.

Anyway some of the Tibo staffs kind of...!!
But we have a great group leader,Pei ling.
She prepared us with breakfast and smsed us encouraging words.
Thumb up to her!

"hi any GPS for you? very cheap, $399 only! Last day liao, next time $638 liao leh!now buy free home adapter worth $68 lehx!".......

"what i had said you no need believe because myself is a promoter but you can go compare and come back to me later.i write down the questions for you to shoot them.".......

now i know what is GPS.
Global Positioning System.
........-_-"

过。

2008-08-27T19:31:00.001+08:00

Wednesday,27/8/3008

Went to "An encounter with Akihiro Tanaka and the Yamaha L-Series" concert on monday evening.
I did not really enjoyed it due to my sickness.
His performance was real impressive and it was the first time i saw someone who played the guitar in such a magical manner.
Thumb up to his performance!=)

I am still unwell today and tomorrow is the start of working at IT show.
I will be selling GPS together with my classmates.
Hopefully i can sell many sets of it and earn more commission.=)

OHH...it's now the big big HOLIDAY.
i have a lot of plans ahead.=)
hectic life but i do enjoy.

farewell to Meichao,祝你回乡快乐!!
farewell to Yvonne,must remember my MAKE-IN-CHINA gift!!

猪。唱

2008-08-21T18:03:00.001+08:00

Wednesday,21/8/2008

15/08/08

Went to Europa Huang:Summer Dream Concert with Irene.
I enjoyed it a lot with his sense of good humour and, talent in singing of course.
I brought his album and surprisingly got his signature.=)
Most of the spectator were quite HIGH（自high的咯！),i was real surprise with their reaction. But they were the ones who make his concert a successful and memorable one!

18/08/08

The start of the final exams.
Had the EG2008 paper in the morning.
The paper was a little difficult but should be no problem in passing it.
Went to Jingxuan house after the paper.
She has 3 dogs. 1 super super SKINNY, another 2 super super FAT + BIG.
We suspect her for abusing the super super SKINNY dog because of the ways she treated it. OMG，funny but at the same time, heart broken。。。
We headed to Island Resort after that for 'SUEY' JINGXUAN 19th birthday.=)
Rena and I studied a little(很少很少的那种） and later on few of us went to play roller blade.

Went back to chalet in the evening and began the BBQ-ING.
Quite boring and inconvenient because of the bad weather!
Most of the A4 drank and some smoked.They forced Chaosheng to drink and i guessed ultimately he was a little drunk. The birthday girl herself was a bit drunk too.
After the birthday song and cutting of cake, flour was passing around and of course arrow to Jingxuan and eventually, everyone. She looked like the white angel wearing black clothes.
Happy birthday to SUAYJX.
I always feel that she is a unhappy girl who always struggle within her own emotional upset.
But i am not close to her and i can't help her.
Pray for her.
and may someone bless her.

Rena, Martinn and myself left after the MADNESS.
We were delighted to flag a taxi immediately after we stepped out of the chalet.
I was sharing with Rena regarding the needs to put on the seat belt.
And BANG! The taxi bang onto a vehicle infront of us.
This taxi driver must be BLIND + BLUR + SUAY!
When i was almost reaching my destination, this taxi driver again ALMOST hit onto another vehicle!
This taxi driver SIAO + SOT + SIAO and SOT!
Lucky, we were alright.
I pray for this driver to be safe on road. He is a dangerous MAN.=)

20/08/08

Woke up in the morning and my eyes hurt due to not enough sleep.
EG2010 paper in the noon but reached school at 8am for revision.
Was rather stressed out.
Some parts of the question were difficult but lucky can make it through.
Last paper on next monday,
A4,work hard for it!

21/08/08

看完了《十二莲花》后，回家的路上就沉思不想说话。

我觉得自己活得很累很累。

很多人自杀是因为没办法，绝路没有人想要走而走过的人会有说不完的故事。

心内事有谁知？黑暗。有时光明也照不了整个自己。

也许就只能等待下一个天亮。。。重新开始。

被命运摆布的我，想逃却逃不掉。

坚强的自己有一天也会像蜡烛一样；灭掉。

我不想这样。

如果要你来救我，你肯吗？

知心。

2008-08-10T20:02:00.008+08:00

Sunday,10/8/2008

Today i kena MOLESTED.
Female molested a Male, any sense?
Took bus 969 in the morning and headed to woodland interchange to meet Meichao.
In the bus, this indian lady who sat beside me kept on touching me.
She repeatedly elbowed me and sat very close to me.
I tried to move away from her but then she kept on moving her butt to my side.
I even saw her smiling to herself!
Actually i had the urged to push her down the sit.
But then, too dramatic!

Aboved pictures are the red shirt indian PERVERT i encountered.

Meeting Meichao and Mengguo tomorrow in the noon for math revision.
Will only go school on tueday onward.
Hopefully i am good enough to share my knowledge by then.

Hmmm, 7 more days...

魔书。

2008-08-09T13:32:00.003+08:00

Saturday,9/8/2008

Happy birthday to SINGAPORE!!!
=)

新加坡。人

2008-08-07T13:40:00.009+08:00

Thursday,7/8/2008

06-08-08
It was Mango Li 20th birthday!
We had celebration at Mcdonald after the math class.

I went to 'shopping' for almost an hour to get him the gifts. Was really glad to know he like it.

Actually chaosheng is not 'DA-TOU'.The real big head is HER.(I never mention name hor!)

Now obediently took class photo but then later:

07-08-08
Internet Computing common test had over.
Easy and so straight forward.
Now, it's time to focus on other modules.
YAY GO GO...

失望的最后就是绝望。

绝望时心就会死掉。

我就怕，

越过这一线之隔就是地狱。

想要回头也无法。。。

秋。

2008-08-04T13:40:00.002+08:00

Monday,4/8/1990

看了电影“钱不够用 2” 后本人觉得故事很写实也够深度。

这部好像少了以往的幽默可是故事比以往来得感人。

小弟我哭了两回。泪水不禁落下是因为黎明演技一流把角色给演活使我奶奶的影子无端浮现.

我能说的是：梁导成功了。

不知为何奶奶去世后，小弟我就很容易看戏看到哭。以前我不是这样的，但如今我变了一点。

现实是残忍和无情，目睹和经历过的我无法接受，未来的一切我不敢猜测也不想知道.

以前还怀疑自己是不是冷血，如今知道自己不是。

咳！不是才要命。

其实少想一些不就okay了.可是我就是这样，可能是太成熟也可能是无聊没事找事做。

又可能是因为小弟我。。。。长大了.

什么是长大？

烦恼取代快乐，泪水夺走笑容。沉重的心情活着每一天，痛苦并不稀奇而巨大的悲伤也只是理所当然。

我，能不怀念童年吗？

这十八年我一路走来经历过了很多。这旅程我明白和看透了不少。

也因为如此才觉得人活着就只有无奈受苦和接受除非启蒙-脱离苦海。

其实我还很年轻，为何会对未来产生恐惧？小弟，你siao eh?

庆幸的是我能够自我辅导也够积极，对于一切我只能说我不放弃也绝不向命运低头。

这是我。我相信改变自己改变命运。

one life,我不能不去拼搏。就算是悲惨收场也要输得起。

you know,也就是因为这样我才活得痛苦。

王子和国王的游戏,哪会容易玩？

李梦果说：因为成长，所以分离；因为缘尽，所以人散。

我同意。

生日并非可喜之事，庆祝也没有必要。

这是我的看法和感想，我不是crazy,我只是和你不一样。

生日这一天还是开心点比较好。吉利一些对吗？

祝福我吧。每一个祝颂都能让我感到开心。

许愿。吹蜡烛。切蛋糕。

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)

愿望？有很多。。不说了。

过了今天又是新的旅程。

我继续走。

下个十八年会是怎样?

我会快乐吗？以前的笑容还能找回来吗？

走了就知道。。。

我们再见。
04。08。2026

2008-07-31T22:18:00.002+08:00

Thursday,31/7/2008

early in the morning presentation for electronic communciations project.
i anyhow bomb bomb and he said:
"wa,ok lor.marcuss,very good hor."
-_-"
woohoo!finally my class clear this module.

Electronic test and measurement test in the noon.
so shocked that teacher volunteer to help me and gave me hints.
so so kind of her!
anyway, i could not find the fault in the circuit.
but should be able to pass the paper through.
hopefully.

next week internet computing common test.
the most 计较 module.
final examination in 18 more days counting from today.
HAPPY HOLIDAY in 25 more days counting from today.
OHH,jingxuan birthday on the 19th of August.
SUAY JINGXUAN.=)

无缘。

2008-07-28T10:20:00.000+08:00

Sunday,27/7/2008

HUAT AR!
I lost my handphone in my workplace.
kiss goodbye to my phone on 27.7.2008
only 3 months plus old and you left me just like that.
and amazingly, it was lost in the manager room.
boss apologized but hold no responsibility.
forget about it.blame me for being unlucky.
oh dear theft, if you see my pictures in the phone and realize the phone belong to me, will you feel guilty upon seeing me in store someday?
oh thanks to goodness, there will be no 2nd version of Edison scandal.
disappoint?
too bad...
and so once again,
HUAT AR!!!

woohoo, i got my ticket for Europa Huang:Summer Dream Concert
looking forward to it.
the song currently in my blog won him the best newcomer trophy at Taiwan's Golden Melody Awards last year.

愿望。

2008-07-23T07:50:00.000+08:00

Tuesday,22/7/2008

我还是有点搞不清楚状况，这黑白事件到底是搞清楚了没？

有点反讽的是我无缘无故成为主角。

但没有台词要我如何演出？

不要把我给扯进来，我无辜得很。

没有必要再挑骨头了。不完美也没有你想象的烂。

照片里的笑容不可能是假的。

不愉快的是有。小小冲突很难避免。

但话别说得严重，什么是分开而破裂又是什么？

这小事还是化无，那大事就化小。

我说朋友啊！不要想太多。

这人不讲鬼就绝不见鬼。明白没？

话说回来，这些以前发生的大小事我怎么都不懂啊。

我好像不怎样消息灵通耶!

直到上周才恍然大悟知道一切。

再话说回来，我组的项目并没有发生什么大事件。

不要太夸张，要是狗仔队听见了可就麻烦。

松懈点。一点就好。

yesterday entrepreneur presentation was quite a disastrous.
this yong shun stood there ee eeh aah ah.
told him to practice but he refused.
ended up to be the spotlight of the day.=)

actually planned to print those report slides with pictures in color using my own printer.
but forgotten.
so planned to print those slides without pictures in the ELP.
but forgotten again!!
went to the printing shop and WA WA OMG,$23.50 for printing and blinding.
so so expensive.
hence,yesterday i enjoyed a day with no money in my wallet.
actually i got 20 cent in my wallet but don't know what to spend it on.=)

"not just look at a thing in just one angle.
look at it more than once in more than an angle,
and it will look just like an angel.
no one can be so perfect like the perfect.
but we pardon for their imperfect as compared to perfection.
so just listen to your heart and hear the heartbeat you heard sometimes ago,
just tell me what's so different?"

不回家的.狗

2008-07-19T10:46:00.000+08:00

Friday,18/7/2008

小马：我不觉得自己有错但奇怪的是，arrow竟然shoot到我了。

黑天使：你也真够笨！人类都是无情的低等动物，有谁会感激你?你看，不感谢你也就算，现在还反被咬。你几可怜一下的。

小马：我不求回报，只是不明白为何付出后却换来这样的结果。每个人都有丑陋的一面，但我没想到身旁的假面具竟然就这样拆下。我是无辜的，没有必要往我背后刺我一刀。我不会生气可是很失望。

黑天使：最少你保住小命，以后还是小心为妙！

小马：一定是今年犯太岁，人缘差，算我倒霉咯。

黑天使：我劝你还是远离那些人的好。

小马：我知道，我不打算和这些人来往。

黑天使：那就好，我没有办法老跟着你保护你，你最好聪明一点。

小马：好啦！我懂了。

game over for my electornic circuit analysis lab test.
i scored zero for it and my 30% flew off just liked that.
i put in so much efforts and had tried my best but so what?
felt like tearing off the paper earlier but did not.
no more A for this module.
GONE...
marcus, frankly speaking just poison yourself and go to hell.
stupid you.

may you stop the nonsense and not drag me in.
i see the true color of your and that's enough.
i am trying my best to pardon you so stop that.
my acting skill is improving tremendously,i will act as if nothings happen.
but my impression on you had totally damaged.
why do you have to does this?
i simply can't understand.

cheer! right?=)

now is another durian season.
smelly fruit is now on sale.
just ate some and now my hand stink.
drank lots of water..Oh, toilet toilet...

体谅。

2008-07-16T14:43:00.000+08:00

Tuesday,15/7/2008

It's TUESDAY!

did my entrepreneur project from morning to evening.
finally completed 70% of it.
have to do the rest by tomorrow.

had a hair-cut in the noon.
spent $20.90 and my hairdresser took only 5 minutes.
not that she cut super fast but just that i requested not to cut too much.=)

read Lianhe Wanbao and the heading said that 明义法师 from RenCi hospital might be send to jail. He ruin the image of buddism and at the same time, how will the public support and believe in future charity shows?
Amituofo, may his sins be pardon.

i am stupid to stay here.
i am a idiot to have such passion.
i am a dog to be working so hard for the sake of nothing.
for what?
i don't know.

time to shut my laptop.
it's SLEEPING time!

anyway, so so funny.

无情的.你

2008-07-09T13:05:00.000+08:00

Tuesday,8/7/2008

I am quite tired right now after working in the noon.
As usual forced myself to do school work and fortunately,managed to finish a topic of my entrepreneurship project.

Early in the morning, the agency called me but i did not switched on my handphone.=)
Then called my house instead! But what a coincidence that i was in the toilet. I escaped from their torture!
Probably because too stress, my agent a bit .....! Don't blame me for not picking up or replying your call since you're kind of overboard.

Yay! I passed well my common test.
Out of expectation for 2 papers as frankly speaking i thought i did fairly.
I felt worried for some of my classmates and i was thinking whether i did enough for them or not. So afraid one of us will fail and retain.

One of my classmate a bit sick in his mind.
He like to touch me and say,"you so skinny!".
Is he being sarcastic or just nothing better to say to me?
I think there is no need to constantly remind me of my weight and appearance unless you can donate me your flesh.
No, i am not making a fuss here.
Just to share my sad encountered of being molested by a classmate of my.=)

So so so busy.
So so so much things to complete.
......ai ya ya!

凌晨三点。钟

2008-06-28T11:37:00.000+08:00

Saturday,28/6/2008

Yesterday after exam, soowen, syed and myself went to Island Cafe to work for their event.
The job was kind of boring but challenging.
Stood at the entrance with a tray of drink and gave guest when they entered. Cannot move while holding it.
I super super super suay!!!
1st: spilled a glass of drink on the supervisor t-shirt.
2nd: spilled a glass of drink on MY t-shirt.
3rd: wa, i pro la! broken 3 glasses and spilled on myself again!
then the supervisor asked me to rest. L O L..

after work in the changing room, i super super suay again.
i dropped my nametag in the toilet bowl lehx!!!
then i.... you know?

Anyway, good experience through.
Although my performance kind of....=)

Common test had over!
So it's time back to normal lesson and projects.
The earth continue to turn and the clock continue to tick.
This is the cycle...

I hope i can relax and take a break.
Too much stress will cause myself to slim down further.
But i cant and i have no choice.
I reached a stage when i can't slow down.
This is my life i think.
I am wondering, what will i get in the end.

Only if you can give me your blessing...

魔幻.未来

2008-06-26T03:50:00.000+08:00

Thursday,26/6/2008

The 20 minutes 'motorcycle talk'.

Yea, this is SAI and his cool bike! It is the first one in singapore and he is the owner of it, jealous? =)

had finished 2 papers.
the last one tomorrow.
i was hungry during the previous 2 papers.
my stomach made lots of noise and sherlynn + chaosheng heard it.

still have 2 projects to complete.
running short of time.
i am going to be busy with lots of things after exam.
i need more than 24 hours a day.
Impossible.

now still taking medicine because of my throat problem.
so afraid it will damage or affect my vocal cord.
hopefully it does not.

最后的希望，不能失败。
你期待的，快了。。。

可以。

2008-06-17T14:58:00.000+08:00

Monday,16/6/2008

Introducing Declan Galbraith, a talented young singer.

10 years old and he could bring out the whole story+feeling of the song,"Tell me why".
What i can say is, Excellent.

And now, grew up to 14 years old...

"An angel":What i can say is what else but...Excellent?
He should be around 17 years old by now with 2 albums.
Anyway, he is the first english singer that i am so impressed with.
Will use his songs for vocal training.

Slept at 2am and woke up at 5am.
Went out and reached home at 4pm.
Force myself to study but too tired.
Took a 2 hours nap.
Struggling for math despite my tireness in the evening.
My eyes kind of pain.
Stopped and watched Superband.
Resumed after that.
Stopped and here i am, blogging!
Next, go to sleep and go school tomorrow.
Marcus, i tell you something:
GOOD NIGHT.

如果 .

2008-06-11T06:35:00.000+08:00

Monday,10/6/2008

Had not updated my blog for several days. Now, i am back.
Yesterday, went out with irene. Finally we met up and chatted.=)
On the way back to bedok, meichao called and we met up so as to direct him to a clinic for his health check up.
Brought munchy douldnut and all are new favours! The price raised again!=(

I have not recover from my sickness yet.
Could not concentrate in my studies but managed to force myself to study.

I needs to save $500 so as to sign up for basic counselling course and standard first aid course.
I want to complete this two course before the end of the year.
Will need some times to save up but should be able to make it,i hope so.

什么叫情什么叫爱？你懂吗？
有些人无情无义，无恶不作；其实戴着假面具的人比妖还可怕，不是吗？

只有领悟后才能明白这所谓的情和爱。。。
你，有情有爱吗？

牺牲。

2008-06-04T04:11:00.000+08:00

Friday,30/5/2008

Sick for several days after i caught in the rain during the class soccer match last week.
Is the rain powerful or myself, too weak?

Yesterday had a presentation and i was really nervous as it was the first time for presentation to take place in a lecture theatre.
The powerpoint slides were only half completed on sunday midnight.
No choice, I woke up early and did the another half then took taxi down.
15 minutes journey cost me $15.
Overall, it was a failure because no one can produce good work with standard in the last minutes.

The meaning of 'joker' can be:
a person who enjoys telling or playing jokes
But also can be:
a person who does something thoughtless or annoying

I think there is a limit to everythings.
Anything too 'over' is over the limit.
Don't play around the two different meanings because it means the different.
Our happiness are/can be actually building on top of others unhappiness.
The laughter can be at the same time a silent killer.
Oh, 我明白了。
这就是低级笑话。

方向的围墙让我摸索不到

停留在这里不一定不好

可是长久下去我会窒息

天上的星星无能为力

或许下一秒消逝的就是自己

慢一点慢一点这不是浪费时间

走太远很容易找不回从前

你看看自己憔悴的泪水直流

影子已经变成梦里那神秘角色.....

逃生
未必逃得了

2008-05-24T13:16:00.000+08:00

Friday,23/5/2008

There're lot of modules for me to revise/handle before the coming common test.
I know they're not that diffcult but i think my brain has a little damage thus it isn't working that well.
Don't worry,i shall console myself.I should be back on track next week.
No time for blogging next week.
But no new entry doesn't mean i 'AHEM'. Just that i do not have the time.
I hope the weather can be less humid so i can concentrate in becoming a nice little book-worm.
And seriously i need more sleepppppp...

My lesson in Focus Music is going to end soon.
I know i have to leave the school one day although i am not willing to part with.
As for now, i shall cherish that every minutes and seconds.
To live in the musical world, it's more than a heaven.
And i hope i can have that extra moment in this heaven.

Another 73 days to the big day that i'm not looking forward to.
I hate that signal alerting me to take note of the time i am left with.
I simply have that pathetic one more year to complete and fulfill my dream.
I hope i can do it.
But it's only possible if the king show some mercy.
Will he?

I've not give up.
And i'll not give up.
Don't worry for me.

Thank for the concern.
Whoever you are.

孤单.

2008-05-21T13:13:00.000+08:00

Tuesday,20/5/2008

I was told that i can't celebrate vesak day due to attending funeral recently.
Thus, i went to work.
Reached home in the evening and my parents told me,"actually can go, want go now?"
I was like !%^*^#&;$@....

Whole family went to XXXX restaurant for dinner.
Their foods super supper nice!
But i only ate tofu and vegetable soup.

I had vegetarian food in my workplace too.
Simple reason is because 罪孽深重。

Amazingly,i found 黎沸挥老师 album!
There are 32 "经典”songs.
He is instead the 实力派.创作歌手!

巫启贤大哥 wrote this on his visit to Focus Music.
L O L.Due to a particular reason....

I am a little more enlighten on 18.5.2008
Seriously, i pray for a clearer mind.
I hope i can see through everythings.
But... So what?
I am nothing so empty.

抛开。

2008-05-17T07:36:00.000+08:00

Friday,16/5/2008

Today i appeal to my classmates for donation to do a part for the China Earthquake.
Out of so many classmates, none donated due to the many reasons.
Kind of disappointed but was not demoralized.
It was real sad to know there were so many unfortunate victims.
Can you imagine the whole building collapsed on you?
Can you imagine you lost your whole family in just one day?
And if you survive through, you'll be homeless and crying on street helplessly.
How much pain are people out there suffering when we are happily going to school, watching television, having our meal and so on?
We're too fortunate. Too too fortunate.
Maybe one fine day it's our turn to experience this tragedy.
Maybe...

对不起。
我无能为力。

埋没。

2008-05-11T13:05:00.000+08:00

Saturday,10/5/2008

I love the drama, Strange Tales of Liao Zhai II.
The deeply moving love stories are really touching.
But i do not have the time to watch every episodes which is such a waste.
Anywhere sell the VCD? I wanna buy.

I am staying in a spooky house.
A place where you see shadow and hear strange noise.
Very long ago, i heard something bounding outside my door at late night.
For goodness sake, i am alone in the room. So suay...
My mother encounter these countless times until she is used to it. She is too experience already.

Anyway, i still remember 小时候，当时还住在旧家。
I was resting on the bed looking to the direction of the door while my mother was on phone with somebody.
Then suddenly I saw a walking skeleton running past.
And somemore it was a complete skeleton!
Lucky i am too young and too idiotic, so 白痴到没有被吓死。

Oh, i hate to tell ***** story.
Okay, FULL STOP...

Thought i can rest well tomorrow.
In the end, i become so busy.

百无禁忌 .

2008-05-10T13:14:00.000+08:00

Friday,9/5/2008

Happy birthday, mr SAI.

His few seconds of happiness.

I felt real tired and weak for this whole week. I just couldn't concentrate in class.
小马和死马没有分别。=)

When the earth is turning, the people are changing.
The only thing that do not change is that everythings change.
Who on earth will be truthful to you now and forever?
Who will be there for you every hours, minutes and seconds?
Standing alone at this high cliff,i see the true color of this world.
I do not put in too much hope but i can't get rid of the inner desire.
Experiencing too much disappointment is like stabbing the heart and sinking a boat.
我不怪你的虚假。

虚伪是一种本能。

利用完了就只好宣告 game over.

一切再次从演，演完了又再演，好像没有结局。

a hypocritical 骗人游戏，很好玩啊？

半分钟的EMO-ING

2008-05-01T14:07:00.000+08:00

Wednesday,30/4/2008

I am now left with no grandparents.
My grandmother had departed on 29.4.2008
This is the first time i stood beside someone who had left the world. Upon seeing a body that's no longer in motion,the pain was undescribable.
Her body was covered up with white cloth and that was when my eyes glistened with tears.
She must be feeling happy now and forever because it was her wish to leave this world.
For what she had left behind will be the precious memories.

We'll remember her smile and everythings she did for us.

Thank you for being my grandmother!您一路走好。

Today school ended at 430pm due to the make-up lesson.
Met up with classmates for revision until 6pm. Thanks to my precious lifeguard for her efforts!
Supposed to have a meeting for entrepreneur project but none of my teammate had the mood for it. Thus,i asked them few questions and called it a day.
I should not had elected to be the team leader as i'm lacks of leadership. Whatever i said seem to be pointless and in another word,rubbish. I caused the debate which should not happened in a group discussion. I'm useless,isn't it?
Maybe i should not aim for distinction and maybe i should just slack but the inner me who work toward achievement caused the urge to not to give up and not to do so.
Was amazed with rena group, she has a SUPER serious and demanding CEO who chiong like.......my god!
They have lots of 'homework' and meeting! I'm sure they will do well and year end get bonus. L O L.

Anyway, this is the picture of our COMPLETE class picture.

And my two lifeguards!

It's time for me to relax and see things easy.
For the past few weeks, i had been too stress due to many reasons.
I just wish for recovery.
Vesak day is arriving soon.
It's the day i come to life.
Looking forward...

不.舍得

2008-04-24T08:49:00.000+08:00

Wednesday,23/4/2008

Was a little sick today. Early in the morning felt giddy and thank god i did not vomit in the bus. Why do i have to fall sick again and again. When can i not be that unlucky victim?

Syed said something real funny about that tall giant we saw in the canteen. I couldn't stop laughing. L O L.

I could not understand few modules although i knew they are not that diffcult. I'm starting to worry,of course. Things will goes better i believe.

I have lots to do.
And i am going against myself to get things done.
If i die half way through, i will not die in peace.
Oh my...

无能为力。

2008-04-20T04:03:00.000+08:00

Sunday,20/4/2008

This video is real fake. But if there is such person on earth,someone just go ahead and kill him.

超级星光大道第三季-来自新加坡的黄靖轮和潘嗣敬。

天时地利人和。

2008-04-16T08:32:00.000+08:00

Tuesday,15/4/2008

I think here are some nice movies.Watch the following if you believe me:

Yesterday was the first day of school.
Reached school early and ended up 'touring' around.
The first A4 children i saw was shuen yew(the TOP student) and followed by rena then the rest.
Soo wen went crazy as usual.I cracked my brain because of that light reflecting thing. Argh!
Ended school at late night and so today-SCHOOL OUT.

Went to hospital to remove my stitches.
There was blood clot inside thus have to go clinic everydays to wash the wound.
So troublesome,am i that free?
Nurse said i looked pale. Am i? Buy me some tonic then.
My medical leave is until 19 April which mean i actually do not needs to go school this week. Everyone are asking me to rest and rest. But can i and should i?
No,i can't.

不了.情

2008-04-09T14:30:00.000+08:00

Tuesday,8/4/2008

Our life is up to us.

Life and karma are dynamic.

In my control. Not fatalistic.

Turn the table around and this shall be the chance.

王子与国王的火战还得打下去。

我是王子-我没有办法。

A4 children are back from cambodia.
Welcome back to Singapore yea! =)

SHI'AN

2008-04-07T14:59:00.000+08:00

Sunday,6/4/2008

出门前有没有想过出门后就可能没有机会回家了？

吃饭前有没有想过这是否是自己的最后一餐？

死神，你一定听过。死亡笔记可能真的存在。

事事难料，今天的你和明天的自己也许不再一样。

人类只是没用的东西-命运，你玩的起吗？

晚上十一点十八分。

我很清楚自己还在地球，用这电脑玩起科技。

你可能无法了解以上文章目的何在。

被玩过的人心里明白。

我就是那只-玩偶。

这一次一点也不紧张也不害怕，一切好像理所当然。

这种痛好像不是最痛的。这种无奈好像曾经感觉过。

狂问自己为什么生命如此憔悴，自己为何又被打败。

王子毫无选择因为游戏已经开始。

国王-你手下留情。

Was admitted to hospital due to acute appendicitis and had underwent open appendicectomy.

My hand looks kind of-cool yea? (You come try lo.)

This meal cost less than $1. Nice and cheap! (You come eat lo.)

There are so many stuffs that i can't do in this condition.
Why so suay? You ask me and i ask you.

Hope to recover well before school start.=)

帅。到

2008-03-31T12:11:00.000+08:00

Sunday,30/3/2008

Famous donut factory yet not my cup of tea. Aren't this factory suppose to produce the best?

I'm really busy. This is my explanation of not updating my blog. Nobody will read anyway?

My alarm clock shoo me down my bed in early morning,8am.

Burgers and fries became the only picture in my mind for the day.

"Focus toward extraodinary service" was what i thought of. Praise me creative. I did enjoyed in such deadly system and thus i became one of the weirdo.

Here i am speeding like nobody business and at the same time burning my fat without any slimming pills.

Soya milk half a pack everydays. Recovery!

坏人的最高境界就是不知道自己是坏人。
好人的最高境界就是不知道自己是好人。
人在江湖不要看得太清楚。
黑白世界哪来的中间一条线。
地球会是另个净土真是不可思议。

三百六十六。

2008-03-20T10:55:00.000+08:00

Tuesday,18/3/2008

Had worked four days for Fragrance at Suntec City Exhibition Centre,Food & Beverages Fair. A very simple job with attractive pay. Thank to ranger's for introducing me this job. Am thankful to those who are so kind to me and to those who brighten up my days.

The first few days was quite a tortured because there wasn't much customers due to the rain. 12 hours of stoning was rather unbearable.
And my last day was the pleasing GOOD day. I love customers and shouting out, "来！三个五块钱。可以mix的."
Thumb up to my from-china-partner who was really hardworking. He looked quite young but is actually 20 years older than me who had married with children. He told me,"不勤劳哪有钱。空手回去不给被人笑吗?" I will remember what he said.

Running nose and headache for several days. Was seriously tired due to the lack of sleep. Am waiting for a chance to take a break. A break from everythings.

Semester 2 exams result was out and i was quite happy for the improvement. Second year will be a big challenge when there are so many modules that have to do with computer stuffs. Shall work hard and FOCUS but i'm still looking forward to the next holiday. L O L...

我的梦想能否实现很快就有个答案了。
我不能放弃因为内心的遗憾将会不停挣扎。
相信自己。。可以做到。

十字。岁

2008-03-12T04:31:00.000+08:00

Tuesday,11/3/2007

(Back to 8th March,Saturday)
Went to SoMA open house to attend their career talk and vocal workshop. This was a great chance for me to get to know about their school. I'm so so attracted to their courses and probably one day fate might bring me there and become one of their student.

The guest speakers was Babes Conde(Vocal coach for Singapore Idol and Live The Dream), Zhang Lesheng(Project Superstar II top 8 finalists,Lyricist and Singer) and of course Keith kwok,the Executive Director of SoMA.

Vocal workshop was so so interesting and i got to know Nicole Lai(你过来） ways of teaching. She is really a professional vocal trainer. Throughout the whole workshop,she has never stop smiling! Impressive.

Had learnt quite alots without paying a single cent. L O L.

(Back to 10th March,Monday)
It was Singapore Cancer Society Colorectal Cancer Awareness Month.
Went to do voluntary work with friends at tampines interchange.
I was really happy to be the volunteer. I learnt quite alots regarding cancer.
Had enjoyed to chat with passer-by regarding the cancer and how to use the kit. Anyway, many people thought we are just another mosquito trying to sell somethings.
If you like to have the free kit to sample the stools for occult blood,you may contact Singapore Cancer Society(62219578,www.singaporecancersociety.org.sg) or visit the booths at Tampines, Ang Mo Kio or Boon Lay bus interchange from 5pm to 8pm(this friday will be the last day).

(Back to NOW)
Working almost everydays and was really busy during work due to the training.
So afraid to lose weight and how sad to become a walking skeleton!
If you're good, please buy me some foods or donate me your fresh.=) Thank you.

FOCUS 多一点.

2008-02-29T14:10:00.000+08:00

Thursday,28/2/2008

Yesterday marked the end of examination.
Had not rest much for the past 2 weeks.
But if i can do well for my papers, it's worth it.
Let's wait for the judgement day(not the doom day) and may the whole A4 pass!=)

Time really fled without my awareness.
I had completed my year 1 in NYP.
I am thankful to fate for bringing me here.
阴差阳错的认识同学使我快乐的度过理工学院的第一年.
Special thanks to those who had helped in my school works and to those who brighten up my days. Thank you A4!

Went to Ice Skating with A4 at Kallang Leisure Park.
It was a great experience and was really fun. Unfortunately,i only managed to get hold of it at the very end of the 2 hours session.=) Not bad la.
Quite expensive. $2 for the gloves.$2 for the socks.Around $15 for the 2hours fun.
I fell quite a few times even though i was already 'very careful'.
Chaosheng fell with a loud bang and L O L,his leg stuck to the side barrier.
Rena fell thousands of times.sherlynn skate like a innocent princess.yongshun,soowen,weekeat and shuen yew were the pros.
Now,let the pictures speak.

Evening some of us went to geylang for dinner.
beef horfun.frog leg prorridge.so so expensive.
one plate of horfun cost $20.L O L.
after that,they went to town for movie and i went home.
took bus 7 for the first time.went to bedok interchange and brought a box of munchy donuts.last time $6.50 but now at a price of $7.=(

in conclusion=happy 27/2.tired 27/2.

Went to tongyong house 2 weeks ago.(this is a bit outdated)
He live in 32th floor and the block is 40 level high.
So cool and windy with great scenery. How i wish i can stay there too.
soowen suggested A4 to share money to buy a unit there.L O L.
This world is beautiful! Just look out of his window and you will agree.=)

derek JIAYOU!
enjoy your trip,rena!
persevere on,irene!
a successful goal,yvonne!

happy holiday everyone!=)

不变

2008-02-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

Wednesday,20/2/2008

Had watched both CJ7 and AH LONG PTE LTD.
Both movies were real funny but i personally felt CJ7 has better plot than AH LONG PTE LTD.
Thump up to those impressive actors and actresses! Amazing.

不明白为什么坏人那么喜欢偷别人的东西。
真的是几残忍一下！
为什么不相信会有报应呢？
为了自己却害到别人，坏人的心也真够黑。

My examination will end in a week time.I had completed 2 papers and there are 2 more to go.
Just when i trying to focus and work hard, yesterday there are some idiots who for no reason, did somethings and screwed up my whole day. I could not concentrate on my studies upon witnessed the undesired scene. They dumped my everythings on the floor and called it,rubbish.
Some peoples attitude really stink to the core and that force me to grow up with hatred toward them. They had changed to a complete strangers to me. I have no idea of how to react and to face them. Why and how did everythings turned out to be like this?
A place that i no longer can stay in and recuperate.
The people i am not proud of but ashame of.
Oh. i just want to be happy.someone make me smile.
be blessed? maybe and maybe not.

Doraemon！

Digimon!

Pokemon!

几 L A M E 一下，我又介绍卡通了。
Many years ago,i woke up early every sunday just to watch the cartoons.
有时要回味儿童的快乐，因为如今找不到了。遗憾！以前应该多看一点。

精神还在。

2008-02-06T12:22:00.000+08:00

Tuesday,5/2/2008

Power ranger eh!!
小时候我最爱看的哦！这个video算是很经典了。现在好像没机会在电视看到了。
听说有很多改版的 power ranger, 但还是胜不过original的。
还记得以前我幻想希望能够成为 red ranger,如今我的绰号是ranger,可是是暗淡没颜色的那种。
Anyway, YOU adore which rangers?

喜欢玩 tongue twister 吗？
Heard that it can improve our english through correcting the way we bite english words. If you want to try, 你死定了！
(1)
Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers.
Did Peter Piper pick a peck of pickled peppers?
If Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers,
where's the peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked?
(2)
She sells sea shells by the sea shore.
The shells she sells are surely seashells.
So if she sells shells on the seashore,
I'm sure she sells seashore shells.
(3)
Mr. See owned a saw.
And Mr. Soar owned a seesaw.
Now See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw
Before Soar saw See,
Which made Soar sore.
Had Soar seen See's saw
Before See sawed Soar's seesaw,
See's saw would not have sawed
Soar's seesaw.
So See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw.
But it was sad to see Soar so sore
Just because See's saw sawed
Soar's seesaw!

I'm sure the following are good movies. MUST watch.[FYI:this's a non-profit advertisement]

明天就是新年除夕了！好快耶！
这个春节我并非很期待。
但有pineapple tarts 可以吃所以happy lo.
ok ok, happy new year to EVERYBODY.
本人祝大家红包多多，身心安康，学业进步和梦想成真。
今年犯太岁，i better be carefulllllll...

小气大财神

2008-02-02T11:30:00.000+08:00

Friday,1/2/2008

L O L !! 这两位歌手的嗓子还真是不赖哦! so impressive!
the lyrics so so interesting. L O L !!

白雪人

2008-01-26T13:22:00.000+08:00

Friday,25/1/2008

(24/1/2008)
Whole class went early to school wearing formal for communciation skill presentation. Was impressed with derek presentation when he played the guitar and sang a song for A4. 对面的 A4 看过来，看过来，看过来... LOL!a big big thank to him.
I was the last one to present and managed to achieve a good grade. The feedback to me was positive and i was of course,happy. This was the first time i could spoke fast without reference. But my pronouciation was kind of bad, this is the biggest flaw i had and has not improve.
And the class together with steven took pictures at the staircase with our smart formal wear. After that,some of my friends and i went to look for our china friends to take pictures.

first picture must formal 一点。

now laugh a bit and move a bit.

the girls power.

because of exam, they emo until like that.

so one or two went berserk.

happened to meet each other on staircase.the very first stare they gave each other.

but one stare was not enough.so they stared again.

he realized his girlfriend was just downstair.so he stared at her instead.

so she was really sad.sayang la!

back to(25/1/2008)
Thank rena for her EG1002 'tips' because i will not pass my test without it. I managed to study and fully understood it last minutes. During the test, we helped each other illegally.
My analogue electronic project can't work but fortunately as long we write in a report with explains will consider pass. woohoo!
It's time to really work hard for exam since next week is the very first paper. Chiong arz.....

要当歌手就不要找借口。-Pei Yi
要成功就要坚持唱下去。-Marcus

方向

2008-01-19T14:36:00.000+08:00

Friday,18/1/2008

What a lame but interesting video! piss piss poo poo!=)

到不了。

2008-01-16T13:50:00.000+08:00

Tuesday,15/1/2008

I need:
$1000 to put on braces.
I need:
$10000 to go for plastic surgery.
I need:
$1000000 to buy an island and hide my face forever.

So please donate me money and fulfill my unfulfill wishes. Thank you.
I believe god will bless for you for your generosity's.

是lame的lor!

2008-01-14T08:05:00.000+08:00

Sunday,13/1/2008

(5/1/2008)
MC.KING 说走就走，一句话也没说就离开了。
今天不知明天事，真的是事事难料咯！
曾被“遗弃”了一段时间，如今可以卷土从来的时候就。。
他努力的在娱乐圈奋斗，从红到超级不红，而死后又红到不行。
Recently, he was involved with several dramas that may shoot him up to fame. With the good roles in the dramas, it should be a successful year for him.
Although recognition and stardom had far eluded him in his career in the past, he continue to do his best for this is his passion. He see people as a star, and call himself as a actor.
Faced with downfall and obstacles, he never failed to brighten up people day with his laughter.
到了天堂也要继续的笑。好吗？
Good bye, MC KING!

人活着就是要有爱-MC KING

(11/1/2008)
昨天放学后就和同学去朋友的生日会。
他的二十一岁生日哦！
详细内容我还是用英文写吧。
Yesterday went to wenqing birthday chalet.
I brought the chocolate foutain and together with the helps of wee keat, soowen, sherlynn and rena, we melted the chocolate and cut the bananas.
We played with the balloon and the game is whatever monkey? It was lame but fun. I jumped until my foot hurt. Oh, few balloons burst during the game.
Went down with yong shun and rena to buy pizza and later on met sherlynn,soowen and shuen yew at cheer. We went to play arcade and took neo-print. Soowen and shuew yew scored 300 plus points in the throwing ball station and i was amazed with sherlynn in her dance.
Syed brought his friend who is shy but friendly. The birthday boy became pathetic after the gang went berserk.We cut the cake in late night after jing xuan arrived. Some of them smoke and i was kind of disappointed with them. I left the chalet at 12am. Took taxi.
FULL STOP. I ended that day on the bed.

(12/1/2008)
Despite my tireness, i went to work in early morning but was seriously restless.
I did not perform well and i felt ashamed.
Suppose to put in my best to hit the 15 minutes target but i did not.
Thank to eileen who helped me and tried to motivate me. Thank for your concern.
I had no idea why i could received 5 Gold Medal certificate in this state.
Thank you for the help, whoever you are.

再多三个月就是学习音乐的一周年了。认识focus musician一年了哦！

接下来的日子会很忙。有好多东西要做。时间会因此过得很快.
很开心考试的成绩还不错，最后的定生死考试即将来临。
我们一定要一起及格. Word hard yo!

输了。

2008-01-01T14:51:00.000+08:00

Monday,31/12/2007

Munchy Donut taste quite nice just that it's too sweet.

Just one donut is not enough. But remember one cup of water is not enough too!

见到书就会手痒心也痒。到kinokuniya逛逛便发现有很多新书喔！以下是几个痒到想买的书。

And a lots more! Will purchase in the near future. Just wait for me.

好羡慕x男孩有那么好的姐姐和y女孩有那么好的哥哥。
彼此会牺牲和感恩。对我而言那是一种难得的福气。
我什么都没有。有也等于没有。
I've nothing frankly speaking.

明天就是全新的一年了。2008年你有哪些计划呢？
时间过得真的很快。一眨眼一切都过去了。
这2007年对我来说算是不错的一年吧！
遇见理工学院的好朋友们，初次发展梦想和音乐接触，工作升上一级，健康的进步等等等。
当然也是一个挫折很多的一年。虽然很辛苦但最少我领悟了不少。
明年会有更多的计划而且是大计划哦！新的尝试希望会成功。祝福我吧。
愿望有很多耶！魔镜魔镜请你实现我的。。。。。

快乐2008年.祝福大家！
happy new year 2008 to everybody!

三分钟的机会。